HEART-BROKEN!!! (T_T)
I'm super heart -broken today.... Just after the "phone- calling" issue.... he give me shit again.... this time he physically hurt me.... Long post...
I'm so stupid when I think back..... Please smash some sense into me!
Yesterday, he was supposed to have half day off.... called me at about 10.22am and told me he going out from his camp and will call me when he is at the bottom of the hill.... I was zzzz and pick up his call... thou, I am a bit blur but I CONFIRM that he did said "OKAY" when I asked him whether I need to meet him at his house area nearest MRT... I tried to call him before I went out from my house at about 11.30am but he never answer even after numerous times I called him.... I called all the way from my house till I reach his area MRT... I thought he may be sleeping in the bus... as he never picked up and silly me waited for almost 2 hours at the MRT station... Still can't get him.... I went to his house straight and saw him sleeping SOUNDLY!!! His phone is on the floor in vibration mode.... and when I checked I give him 76 missed calls....
If its happened anyone, of course, you will get angry right?! I understand that he is tired since he was staying in camp overnite for days and need to wake up at 4am but how can he let me wait and never called me even before he took the bus (maybe cab) home... I tried to wake him up by tickling him but he reacted so FIERCEFULLY that he leaves marks grabbing both my wrist.... we are like fighting (for the 1st time)... He practically shouted at me and even said he never ask me at all to meet him!! He even shouted " You dun think I will not beat girls hor!! I will beat you hor!!"
I was traumatised!!! Never image and never in my 3 years plus with him that he is such bad-temper jerk!!!
I went to check-in at East Coast resort and initially wanted to stay overnight but abandon the ideal since the room was scary.... called my gfs but all will be arriving late for me.... So I check-out after crying from about 2pm till about 6pm in the room.... wasted $128 for the room thou....
I took his phone by mistake (since all black) and I waited for him to call (using his house's phone) but he never called me at all till I checked with his little sister that he was sleeping SOUNDLY at about 8pm... I think he don't even care at all He only called me after the sister's many attempts to wake him up.... And still not admitting that he called me... we fight over the phone... asking me to go over his house.... and the useless me went over thinking that I only want to return his phone (it was important to him as all his man need to find him or camp works).... But we fought again.... same.... he grabbed my wrists and threw me to the floor when I tried to remove his blanket from his head.... left me with marks on my arms and even nearly fracture my elbow again....
He dun feel sorry at all..... I stayed at his place till now I'm at home...
What should I do... break-up with him? I know i deserve better and I dun want to give any reasons since he can treat me like that... it shows that love has fade away.... *crying*
I'm so stupid when I think back..... Please smash some sense into me!
Yesterday, he was supposed to have half day off.... called me at about 10.22am and told me he going out from his camp and will call me when he is at the bottom of the hill.... I was zzzz and pick up his call... thou, I am a bit blur but I CONFIRM that he did said "OKAY" when I asked him whether I need to meet him at his house area nearest MRT... I tried to call him before I went out from my house at about 11.30am but he never answer even after numerous times I called him.... I called all the way from my house till I reach his area MRT... I thought he may be sleeping in the bus... as he never picked up and silly me waited for almost 2 hours at the MRT station... Still can't get him.... I went to his house straight and saw him sleeping SOUNDLY!!! His phone is on the floor in vibration mode.... and when I checked I give him 76 missed calls....
If its happened anyone, of course, you will get angry right?! I understand that he is tired since he was staying in camp overnite for days and need to wake up at 4am but how can he let me wait and never called me even before he took the bus (maybe cab) home... I tried to wake him up by tickling him but he reacted so FIERCEFULLY that he leaves marks grabbing both my wrist.... we are like fighting (for the 1st time)... He practically shouted at me and even said he never ask me at all to meet him!! He even shouted " You dun think I will not beat girls hor!! I will beat you hor!!"
I was traumatised!!! Never image and never in my 3 years plus with him that he is such bad-temper jerk!!!
I went to check-in at East Coast resort and initially wanted to stay overnight but abandon the ideal since the room was scary.... called my gfs but all will be arriving late for me.... So I check-out after crying from about 2pm till about 6pm in the room.... wasted $128 for the room thou....
I took his phone by mistake (since all black) and I waited for him to call (using his house's phone) but he never called me at all till I checked with his little sister that he was sleeping SOUNDLY at about 8pm... I think he don't even care at all He only called me after the sister's many attempts to wake him up.... And still not admitting that he called me... we fight over the phone... asking me to go over his house.... and the useless me went over thinking that I only want to return his phone (it was important to him as all his man need to find him or camp works).... But we fought again.... same.... he grabbed my wrists and threw me to the floor when I tried to remove his blanket from his head.... left me with marks on my arms and even nearly fracture my elbow again....
He dun feel sorry at all..... I stayed at his place till now I'm at home...
What should I do... break-up with him? I know i deserve better and I dun want to give any reasons since he can treat me like that... it shows that love has fade away.... *crying*
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